i just...

want to go to sleep and forget all about studying.

cos even when i don't do anything, time will still pass, and by this time tomorrow... the 2nd package exam will be over... i look forward to that. even though the exam most likely will go horribly.

and Then, i can start cramming for the next paper. ugh...

It's crazy for us to cram three systems in 2 and a half days.

i'm already in reject mode. new stuff don't go in. old stuff...is no where to be found. Where could it have gone....helloooo??? are you there???

yah, i'm close to a state of panic.

an interesting experience, you know. you should try it sometime...

i'm like, totally stuck. can't go forwards or backwards.

and i'm lost. i have no idea what i'm supposed to do now.

i think i'm sooo not cut out for medicine.

Come on... i need to pass this exam.

just 3 more days....

3 long days. but 3. sheesh...

~_~.

screwed...

It's currently hitting 4am, i'm wide awake and this has nothing to do with coffee.

i'm running on anxiety.

i've to finish 3 systems, CVS, RS and US by monday morning, complete with anatomy, physiology, pathology and pharmacology.

Yah, that's about 30 lectures for each system. Meaning, i've to finish ,hmmmm about 45 lectures in the next two days. yay!

Today's microbe and parasite exam was so bad, i don't know why i bothered studying it the last couple of days. I'm praying to pass. This is the 2nd time i'm praying to pass. The 1st time i did it, i failed, and it's for the same subject!! yea, i hate microbes and parasites. like, totally.

Had trouble sleeping last nite, cos the dumb scientific names of today's exam kept popping up in my head.

it's like, okay, time to slee... *Clonorchis sinensis*...... what the heck is that again? Forget it, time to slee... *Rickettsia tsutsugamushi*..... annoying. i swear this is my bed monster/boogeyman/whatchamacallit.

Well, you get me.

i think...

...I just had a bad day.

I'm tired.

I've got a bruise on my knee. with mild abrasion. it now resembles an elephant's head. I'm serious. And because i'm ~_~ today, i alcohol swab-ed it. it hurt la. =)

I've got zero stamina today. Barely jogged at all.

I'm balding.
I have always blamed it on my high testosterone levels. I like to use the same excuse for my pimples.

OMG, speaking of pimples...i've got one mega one on the tip of my nose. I look like a witch. Finally...my true self emerges and manifests itself physically. Sheesh...

I overheated my laptop just now. How? by not properly turning it off b4 stuffing it back into the bag and leaving it there to BURNNNNN... but it's obviously okay now.

I can't type nicely anymore. Cos i've been trying to switch the space bar-ing back to the rite thumb (why?long story) and now ... the fingers have got this "who goes first" problem. confusedddd

I want to get outta this place.

I want to watch spiderman.

Lately, i've this loss of appetite for meat and basically rich foods. Bland stuff never tasted better. i even turned down my fave caramel cream cheese cake when my dear bought me some yesterday.

Yerrr... there's this lizard running up and down right IN FRONT of me on the wall. It's got no where to go i think. I should scream and run up and down as well...but i'm too tired to do so.

Periorbital oedema...

I'm bored

I'm bored.

How can i possibly stress the fact that i'm Bored.

i'm bored of studying.

I'm supposed to finish 5 lectures regarding the pathology of the respiratory system and it 12.35 am and i've only done 2.

My hand phone annoys me. It's too.... annoying.
(i feel the urge to be very repetitive today...cos i'm bored)

The HP is annoying because it takes more than 2 and a half hours to charge. and less than 3 days to drain. And apparently, i'm not supposed to leave it to charge over nite.

It's annoying. i wanted to scold it today. and give it a good beating. but because i was bored...i decided to laugh at it instead.

I'm going crazy.

Have i mentioned that i'm going crazy?

Cos i'm bored.

I want to scream at something or someone.

That could be substitued with crying.

Scream and cry cos i'm going crazy cos i'm bored.

It is me... or is it boring in here?

I'm quite sure it's just me.

Btw, i'm bored.

Okay, i think i'm supposed to have used the word "frustrated" instead of bored. But no biggie, mere semantics.

Fine fine... i'm frustrated.