Change

I need a change. School has gotten so dull, monotonous and boring. Maybe i should go see that Exorcist movie. I hear that its a scream...literally.
Anyway, today was another of those forget-worthy days. Except for the fact that i'm quite sure i managed to annoy my poor friends with this inecusable black mood, things went pretty normally. I managed to fight away a growing cold (which i blamed my bad mood on...yeah i lied) so my nose is fine now. I'm now actually worried for MUET tomorrow. We're supposed to have this speaking practice where we get into groups of 4 and discuss a given situation. So i'm candidate A (meaning i speak first of my group), adn i have to come up with stuff like why i would run to aid a middle-aged woman and try to prevent her handbag from being snatched by this man on a motorbike. Of course, i have absolutely no intention of doing so in real life, but thats situation.
I have a public speaking problem which i'm trying in vain to overcome. I hope i don't get too tongue tied tomm.
There's something about my personality which i don't like. But i can't place a finger on it. This is really bothering me n is partly the cause for my mild depression today.
Speaking of depression, i just read this lil card in my dads car explaining the symptoms of severe depression. N u know what? i think they really mirror student;s feelings during the exams. It had stuff like, fatigue (understandable), lack of concentration (it happens during exams) Insomnia ( how to sleep when you have to study?) lack of appetite (it IS hard to eat knowing you just flunked a subject) and other relevent stuff. Not bad yeah? Conclusion? Student's are a depressed lot.
I'd better go rehearse my lines in front of the mirror now.