bummer...

I always thought i knew what it meant to feel stressed out... But last Thursday, i found out what it REALLY meant ~_~

Never been so stressed out before in my entire life... and it's only over a minor assesment!!

So if you've been wondering if the oh-so-sought-after medicine course is tough... honestly, it's not. There's not much to understand here. Its just pure memory work...

and the thing about memory work in such large amounts is that, it takes time to digest... to sink in... to absorp.

Because names like Ascaris lumbricoides, Clonorchis sinensis just DO NOT make any sense at all... Those are names of worms btw...

So yea, my ever reliable last-minute study technique is just not going to work over here like it used to

For physics, once the concept is understood, any memory work is made easier... but worms don't really have much of a concept, esp not their names anyway

Last thursday, the stress was of the "feelings of hopelessness" kinda thing. Cos after studying a lecture, when i look at it again, it all looked foreign, as in... couldn't remember anything at all cos the facts all seem so similar (u know la worms...not very creative creatures)

It was depressing... tho i wouldn't say i was depressed. i hope.

But it's okay...because i got lots of support... esp from certain very dear people =)
So yea, got tru that day still technically sane

and i've got another assesment this monday.

SOS!!