The Hustle

I know this blog's supposed to be AMIDST the hustle...but currently, the hustle of life is all i can think about. Basically cos life is, at the moment, all about school. And lately, it's been exceptionally stressing because of the upcoming exams. normally that doesn't really bother me...but this time its quite horrifying because I am so lost. How much more stupid can a person get...i'm getting to be a total blur case esp when it comes to math. Now, who on earth came up with stuff like sequences and series... din they have better stuff to think about?
Lately, i just experienced something that i couldn't comprehend b4 this. U know when ppl get frustrated? they tend to be first..angry, in denial, accusing and...if they snap out of it...pretty much normal, but if thye don't..i guess that'll lead to depression. welll. i just had a taste of all that...of course in very small doses. now that its over...i feel so darn stupid. Total waste of emotions, i tell you...hopefully i'll know not to get into that kind of situation again. it was an example of forcing yourself into the dead end in the middle of the vast field. ridiculous n pathetic. BUT, sumthing good came out of it, at least now i understand how it felt.
Couple of weeks now...i've been eying (erm...how bout staring) at this guy i think is cute. so i enjoy being obvious n i know he knows what i'm doing. however, i just got tired of it...n abruptly stopped staring. i stopped looking entirely. I'm kinda happy about it cos this means that i can stop sumthing as quickly as i started it...yep, i started the whole thing on purpose cos i was getting bored of the mundane life. I guess its quite mean of me to let him know about it n just stop....ever heard of mixed signals...? there goes one ... its a good thing we don't know each other...=)
Oh yeah...today's Wern's birthday! Happy Birthday Wern!!!